nine.

took my chances.
what a mistake.

I'll apologise for wasting your time.

I thought
we were
okay.

god.
I'm so sorry.
I thought I was forgiven.

for every sin you forgive
two more are committed
please
just give up.

no, wait.
don't give up on me.

I keep holding on
but I'm slipping,
falling,
into nothing.

you said you'd always be there,
but that was before you realised,
and those words sit on my bookshelf,
and it hurts to read.

whatever you do, don't meet someone like me again.