Saturday, 20 August 2016

two.

do you smile at my sins?
or do you hurt?

"I'm fine"
a beautiful lie
simple
and dismissive

insecurity hides behind a wall
a wall of malice
poison
hate

is there more poison behind the wall?

am I a good person?
of course not.

too mean
too critical
too selfish
too greedy
too hurtful
too cruel

useless.

would you have never said anything,
if you knew I became your thoughts?

would you have never said anything,
if you knew that's all I think about?

too mean
too critical
too selfish
too greedy
too hurtful
too cruel

excuses, excuses.
there's no excuse for what I've done.

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