fuck
not this again
it's like we've just met
I tried so hard not to care
but I can't deny that I do
why can't you just tell me
imagination is deadly
especially when it's reality
shit shit shit
I can't give you anything
this is what I deserve
I care so fucking much
I tried so hard
in the end
I just
fuck
what's wrong with me
you weren't mine to begin with
now I know why
that promise went unmade
you were hoping for something better
I'm hopeless
stumbling after you
just wanting for you to look back
take my hand and smile
like you used to
no one sees you the way I do
and maybe that's a good thing
because it hurts
(and maybe I like you too much)
"I miss you too"
that's all I wanted to hear.
